Haiz...big decisions, big decisions...1st is my decisions on which jc shld i go 4 the 1st 3 mths...2nd is whether i shld continue helpin out at sjab...shld i go ajc or sajc or nyjc...i shld have studied harder 4 prelims 2...den can go rjc lolz...my dream sch is really rjc...near my hse n one of the best jc in s'pore...so now have to depend on my o-level results ba...haiz...al these is wastin my brain cells...ok how bout sjab...i am wonderin whether i can cope wif jc life if i continue helpin out at sjab...my parents are against it...but y they giv me a staff sergeant rank...i tink i shld give sth back 2 the corp...unless sum officers don wan me back...actually wif or without me in the corp makes no diff...i am juz an ex-nco hu is not close to most of the officers...aiya tink so much 4 wad...on sat noe can already lar...Life is full of decisions, juz 1 mistake in the decision-makin n u wil regret it 4 the whole life...espcially ppl the same age as me...i am juz a teenager hu harbours great ambitions but juz do not have the courage to show it or to do it...thinkin tat other ppl can do better than me...i am juz lackin in self-belief...ok...i am juz buryin my talents(if i have)...haiz...